Booster Anyone?

i’m sorry guys that i’ve gone MIA the past few days. the cold weather has gotten me into the switch off mode - of not doing anything at all. ok, ok, must admit i’m getting lazy too.  as i’ve mentioned from my  previous post, lately i’ve been feeling so lethargic & just not in the mood to do anything. i’m constantly feeling sleepy too. funny how this  body of mine works. one minute feeling all charged up & the next, feeling lost & drained out. sign of old age. but it does feel great tho, after a long break totally shutdown!

i think this blogging thingy has also started to take a toll on me. i think i must be trying too hard. meeting my daily postings just to keep it alive is just too much to take. i’m starting to feel like its a chore. i have to think about what to write, what to share….i told myself…but of coz (you idiot!)…you have such a mundane & boring life, nothing exciting going on with your life or your family, you’ve got (Praise God!) a perfect life, perfect relationship with your husband, wonderful (but not so well behave la) children, wht are you thinking, you toad! what could you be possibly share with the whole world! so, whom am i kidding right!  something inside me is calling out for help. i knew it. i wont last a year in the blogging world. its been only a few mths & i’m starting to feel the strain. i’m like 5 posts away to my 100th entry & i’m already struggling to reach there!  

*sigh* right now, all i want to do is just laz around. all i want to do is sleep, sleep & sleep. i miss lying in bed, stretching out or cuddling with my bolster staring blankly at the 4 walls, all i want to do now is just ‘lepak’on my couch reading my female magazines. i miss chilling out & not thinking of anything, well other than what to masak .  i missed watching movies during the day. my gosh, i still have so many vcd & dvd hidden in the drawer which i’ve not watched yet.

really need some boost here man.  maybe ahpek can cheer me up with his rap or something? ….he must have hated me now this charbo, so thick skin, always come & disturb…sorry la…i cant help it if i’m your avid fan. no pressure bro! you can just ignore it, i’ll get the message  

anyway, joke aside, i really have to think of a way to bring back that fire in me to continue blogging. any suggestion, anyone?

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